Mods feel free to delete if it’s too irrelevant, but I had to vent this out to people that understand.
I swear I’m being fucking tortured by the universe. I got hired at this job sept 2020, the cute girl I got hired with sat next to me for our probation period, where we couldn’t WFH yet even tho it was peek Covid. She would stretch, but wasn’t adjusted to city life yet so wore dresses all the time. She finally ONCE stretched for me in a shirt that revealed her belly, and I’m like pretty sure saw I noticed and liked it. We go WFH basically the next week. Don’t see her for literally a year.
We come back to the office and they CHANGED MY SEAT TO BEHIND HER. Now she’s all accustomed to city life and wears suit pants and sweaters and stretches ALL the time but I can’t see, We are on such different projects that it’s basically impossible to interact naturally outside of lunch and shit. And when we do she doesn’t like to do it in front of a lot of people and only will do it when I’m like having a conversation with her (I know I’m lucky for this but hear me out). It barely happens and I’m only in the office two days a week. With the projects im always busy and basically have like 15 minutes to talk to her and if it’s not just us, I just have to watch her from behind stretching all day because she knows I’m behind her.
So fast forward to today. We both recently joined a committee, and we’re FINALLY gonna be in the conference room alone together because the other person can’t come….. she’s wearing a tucked in shirt and a skirt today. I’m so mad lol.
Yea ik what you’re thinking, “just talk to her and maybe ask her out she clearly thinks you’re cute”. Well yeah duh, but I’m such an anxious fuck. I’ll get around to it now that were in the committee but it’s just frustrating.